This time of year can be especially painful for couples experiencing fertility challenges. Couples may feel othered or isolated at family holiday gatherings, and wonder how to belong if they haven’t yet become parents. Some notice an intense focus of being the only sibling or cousin without kids, or feel a heavy heart from the loss of not providing a grandchild for their aging parents. Some worry about family members feeling sorry for them or fear that others are secretly talking about their private experience. The year-end also represents the passage of time, and can heighten feelings of loss around not yet having achieved a desired child. It’s also the darkest time of the year when people generally feel lowered mood states and have low energy, on top of general holiday stress for the most ‘wonderful’ time of the year.
Here are some ideas on how to navigate this complex time of year:
Plan together ahead of time how to respond to unwanted questions about family building or unsolicited advice from others. Some couples create a code word or phrase to help each other exit uncomfortable situations.
Be selective about which holiday parties to attend and try to focus on adult get-togethers without young children present. It’s ok to RSVP no.
Hold boundaries. Give yourself permission to step outside or even leave an event if it’s just too much.
Create rituals for you and your partner as a family of two.
Spend time treating yourself and doing activities that you enjoy.
Exercise or at least get outside for a walk daily.
Make space for your feelings.
Turn to your partner and friends who can hold what you are going through for support.